Meditation lately

Lately meditation has been overwhelming. The clarity is beginning to be too intense. I have to wake myself.

My brothers

Brothers no matter how hard the devil tries to keep us apart, I will be stronger, I will pray harder, I will train harder, in mind and spirit, I will Love harder.
The devil will never win!
The bond of love is stronger, then hate and regret.
My love will conquer all despair.

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We are the elite

I couldn't help myself.

All your base, Are belong to us!

Ninja flip training in my living room :D Today! The art of falling with style! i wish i had a Digital camera!

If you understand the Title your awesome.

I love you America

I will not fear my own Government! It is time for our "Government" to fear its people!
I will not stand by and watch them destroy our Freedoms!!!

Why should I "NOT" be willing to die for "Freedoms", That so many Americans have died for already!!!

If i'm alone so be it...

Giving up my gunz, if you give up yours.

Is their anyone out their... Am i all alone.. It okay wouldn't be the first time...

Getting ready for work, i had hot wings for dinner.
The News these weeks is really interesting when you know more of history, It all comes together like puzzle that was forcefully scrambled.

Another Nightmare

I had a horrible NIGHTMARE last night. I can't even speak of it. It felt more like a vision. Last time i had a dream was almost a year ago about this time. A Warning.
I feel so angry and bitter right now... I woke up with so much hatred...Somethings not right.. and my heart feels broken.

The sound of a thousand machines.

The warning signs where everywhere, but in the end we were to late.

Walking ahead.

The only reason i dash in front of you, is because i wish to protect and guide you..

What are we running from.

I would like to order? some more Love please,

I will always watch over you brothers.

When i see you my eyes explode.

If my hand is near, would you reach for it? Will you answer my calls?

Are you ready for a new adventure?

Go on a trip with me.

I am a Aries

An Aries man is full of surprises and excitement and hates monotony and dullness in life. Romance with him will be like a roller coaster ride, where you don't get even a single moment to think and brood. However, it's better not to expect him to understand that you need some security every now and then. Consistency is something that does not gel well with his characteristics profile. The love of an Aries male will warm you with passion one minute and the very next minute, you may feel as if you are sitting in the North Pole.

Don't ever be rude to him, he will be very hurt and will turn into the coldest person on this earth. You will have to start from the scratch again, to get back the comfort level you once shared. He is highly energetic and always full of creative ideas. You will have to keep up with his energy levels and are bound to get tired in the process, atleast mentally. An Aries guy will always remain young at heart, even when he gets 90 years old. Slow moves make him impatient. He is one of those who always move ahead of others, boldly and confidently.

He is generous in the matters of time and money, is full of compassion and always tries to cheer the people around him. However, just like a baby, he can get very irritated, inconsiderate and difficult when his needs are not met or get delayed for too long. Negativity annoys him. When an Aries male falls in love, he becomes extremely dedicated towards it. If the commitment fails to develop into a successful relationship, he will try his best to salvage it and make it work again. Still, if it breaks up, he will brood over it for sometime.

Then, the sun will again shine for him and he will fall in love again, with the same fierce devotion and loyalty. An Aries man believes in true love and will constantly be in search of it, though it may require mending his heart numerous times in the process. He will be very passionate in love and you will never get the chance to complain about the lack of romance. Right from poetry to candlelight dinners, you will be treated to anything and everything. He is not the one to hold back anything, especially in love.

It is advisable that you don't hold back your emotions too. An Aries guy is very expressive and will expect the same from you. Remember to show that you love him and care for him. You must also learn to behave like the heroine in novels and storybooks. When in love, he is very faithful and way too honest and idealistic to fool you. He was not born to indulge in things like promiscuity or even harmless flirtations. However, if you are not able to cope up with his constant need for enthusiasm and romance, he may try to look somewhere else.

An Aries man will never start another affair behind your back. He is one of those who first end old relationships and then move on to the next one. Even before something like this happens, he will let you know that things are not going as smooth as they were. He will try to make things work. Still, if situation doesn't improve or you do not do anything to improve it, he will decide to move on. The key to lasting love is always in your hands. Keep the romance alive and he will never even look at the hottest babe in the block.

If you are trying to get an Aries male interested in you, play hard to get. He loves challenges and will soon be running after you. Don't make the first move or you will lose him forever. He likes to lead in case of love also. However, do not try the jealousy invoking tricks shown in the movies. Forget actual flirting, even a teasing look at another man will make him go thousand miles away from you. He is extremely possessive and exceedingly jealous. An Aries man will want to be your first consideration and cannot tolerate being sidelined for anyone else. He wants you to trust him blindly, but he won't do the same for you.

He wants his freedom and doesn't like being tied down. That's the way he is, take it or leave it. However, you know it's impossible to leave him. He is so loyal, caring, loving, kind and affectionate. There are some Aries men who appear very quiet, but inside, they are as lively and full of life as any other male of this zodiac. Just give them some time and they will soon be their usual Aries self. Aries man is rebellious at heart and loves to go against the conventions. He needs to learn virtues like humility and modesty.

The learning process may hurt him and then, he will rush to you to be reassured. Remember to build his bruised ego once again or he will be very hurt. If you want to be with him forever, learn to manage his damaged confidence and show total belief in him. Never ever take the side of someone who is against him, even when he is wrong. You have to love what he loves and hate what he hates. For an Aries man, this is what true love and devotion means. He will give all this to you and expect the same in return.

If he is angry with you, there is no reason to worry for any damage to your relationship. It is his passivity you need to be afraid of. His anger may result in some very harsh and rude words, but it won't last long. He will usually be the first one to say sorry after a fight and will expect you to forgive and forget. You should know that he never meant what he said in anger. An Aries man will always be there for you, to take care of you. However, he will never curb your freedom. He always dominates the house and won't tolerate constant nagging. But then, he is that guy who will romance with you even on your 75th anniversary!

Things i worry about?

I worry about telling my loved ones that one day, I will die, and that " I Hope" that they will understand, that where I came from and where I!! have been!! isn't a Curse!
But a blessing...
I worry that they will cry...I hate cry babies...Please don't.
You know how i am : ) Life is hard get over it.
I miss when my brothers and I would play GoldenEye on Nintendo 64 all night.
I miss when Sam, and Eric, and I shared a room.
We would tell each other some of the most funnest stories of things that have happened in our lives, and after i think we all realized, it was okay laugh, because, maybe people aren't so different after all..

Gravity Ball's and UFO's

Fushigi ball'S- "mercury system" seems similar, to The UFO's Reported in WW2, by the US. Orbs, surrounding planes messing up electronic systems.. Are government has giant forms of this already, easily manufacturer anti-gravity device... our Government sank crafts carrying huge loads of mercury, Belonging to the Germany During WW2. I
OK people Anything you think was a UFO.. It might not have been, Just our craft, backward engined from what was already here.


Yes! Aliens were probably here in the past, but are yet to return, Our people probably helped them a long time ago, and they promised to return after they returned home, too return their gratitude, thats why slavery happened in Egypt "By Force" "promised Power" most likely. 
They gave us a date 2012, But at the same time they gave us a list of demands" " Or Demons"
Thats why the world is this way...
Everything has to be just right, or they wont return.
2/3's of the worlds population has to be gone... for the earth to survive. 
Aliens are NOT your Savior, 
What a Joke! 
Is this your God?
They need machines and technology to survive and travel.


My God Is all Knowing in Spirit and doesn't need devices to move about. HE's in everything peace, and only knows Love
I kinda wonder Who owns The Rights to Fushigi? 

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For those that seek love and have trouble understanding love.

Love is sacrifice, Love is wanting to hug every person you meet like a brother and sister, Love is the worried looks on their faces. Love is the smile, your Love will bring to their faces. Love is a friend that would protect you, rather then lead you down roads filled with glass. Love is the kindness, Love is generosity, Love is wanting to do something special for someone, Love is understanding, "Love" is when your with that person, nothing else matters, no matter what "Happens" as long as you have that ONE PERSON your going to be OK.

Blessings
Syire SBG

   

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Birds

Their was this bird, that showed up at my house and would sleep on my door frame. I would watch it at night, talk to it. The bird was like a friend wild pet? It wouldn't fly away. No matter how close i got.
I wondered why the poor thing was alone, Its funny, but i prayed that bird would not be alone any longer. So I was like! you are my friend NOW Birdy :D
A few weeks later i noticed their were two Birds sleeping on my door frame. They sleep here almost every night. Getting a chance to see them so up close makes this world worth saving. I feel like their watching over me.

...................................

I hate feeling like an empty box.

Words

Your smart... you choose your words carefully.
 So you don't have to lie.

I..

I think about her all the time..

...

Sorry if I stare... Its only because i realize how beautiful you are.
Sorry if I stare.... Its only because i realize how selfish you are.

New video up! on YouTube.

I don't have enough time to sleep....

The only way i can rest up for the night shift would be an intense meditation for a few mins that will trick my body in to thinking it slept for a few hours.

Usually I mediate myself to sleep. Easier while laying down if you really want to relax.
Recommended sitting position on a regular daily basis, and don't eat before.

Random Philosophy

Have you ever punched yourself so hard your knuckles hurt?
Have you ever cut your self so hard you bleed?
Have you ever felt so much pain, so much you couldn't feel it anymore?
Have you ever bet more then you were willing to lose?
Have you ever given up on your self?

Its Okay....
We have all been their..

A man made in likeness of men.

A shadow made from nothing.
The brighter the light, the darker the same shadows.
Thou light will give shade light, some dark will remain.
 Darkness made from shadows.
Darkness that has never seen light.
The light will remain, like a lamp left on.

EXCITED!

Waging my tail.
Gamers Lane today with  Samus, Overman, and Nox.
Kingsville TX
Pizza and soda...mmm and oven baked fries

Going to Bed

Returned home at 6AM
Eat some breakfast,
Showered.
A/C set to 70
The cold puts me to sleep faster,


My hand is broken i need to wrap it before i go to bed.
Don't really wanna go to the doctor thou.
Its healing okay..

Good news ninjas

  My mommy whom is very special to me and my brothers, took me to the bank on my 15min break to get Subway, I bought a Big Philly Cheese Steak Sub. It was yummy.

On a side note,
I want you guys to know. I'm not selfish i would never say something i don't mean,

I just say whats on my mind and i don't care if you were the most famous person in the world.

I know Gods real and you will never blind me, i know YOU more then you know yourself, deep down thats why you cry, because your trying to lie to yourself. I'm not going to lie to myself, Don't get me wrong,
I can empathize, MORE THEN YOU'LL EVER KNOW....

LOVE IS GOD, AND GOD IS LOVE.
There is no God their is LOVE.
The wise know God doesn't live to control you.
Remember love doesn't judge.

So GOD will love you no matter what...
So why do you pull away, I wouldn't ever give up on you, So thats why I get angry! because you give up on yourself. I won't give up on you, I LOVE YOU!

For those that are evil, Don't you cherish anyone?

Its pay day!

I'm excited  ^-^
I get really hungry on days like this.
I have to work all day.
So i'll be day dreaming of a Chinese buffet, until work ends.
Sad part is their closed at 10pm.
I kinda feel like eating Wing Stop too.... mmm
I wish their was more restaurants in Kingsville.

She made me stop listening to music

>:(   If shes in a bad mood it doesn't mean i have to be.

Just got home

About to sing my heart out, i love to sing lols, While my baby falls asleep.

Spicy mc chicken

mmm, yum

I need to say something anything.

I feel like i'm letting you down, you showed me the way.... and i know now... ?
It pains me... you showed me something real, I wish with all my soul, people will see even a tiny glimpse of what you showed me, it hurt me to see you suffering because of your children, We like to rebel. We were made in your likeness.
But at the sametime. I feel like you deserved it, we all do...
I understand...
Like a mother who worries about her children, when they leave home. She would sacrifice herself for her children to save them, You worried about us, but you sacrificed yourself for us... So you wouldn't have to worry anymore, because we would be Saved, and thank you for sowing us together again, AS ONE FAMILY.


And together we will! Make it to the other side...

Awake...

Siting at my computer, my girl friend is sleeping.
I like hearing her soft snores.
I completely adore her. shes real...
I won't say it to her, i don't want to sound desperate.
Maybe its because i feel like it would give her to much power in our relationship.
Ha!, i know i shouldn't think like that, but i'm human, so i search for the understanding of our nature, even if it takes more mistakes to understand. I'm real...
Mistakes are lessons, but sometimes its better to learn from others mistakes then to make them ourselves.
I'm tired of making the same mistakes i'm tired of not telling people how i feel.
I'm tired of my box being empty.
I'm tired of people leaving your box empty...

Dinner with the future wife.

Gaze

I'll be watching, like a guardian angel.

hungry

I don't feel hungry, i feel sick in my stomach.
When i feel like this.
 I need to exercise.

On my computer

My room is calm and quite.
Cleaned yesterday, I dusted too ha ha yeah i never do that, but i did it for her.
My computer fan is vibrating, its humming to me...or is it mocking me?... ha  i kidd

Eating pizza

Left overs from earlier today.
Works okay tonight i guess, my eyes feel heavy.
I feel like sleeping and never waking up. The pleasant calm, would it really be so bad.
Infinite rest...

Night shift

I wish i could have slept more.
See ya at lunch

I haven't eaten today, i don't feel like eating.

Putting another you-tube video together.
I may post it later today. If not? soon.

Crazy day today

Everything is just so unreal. My emotions are numb. It's so hard for me to be graceful while evil runs free with selfish needs. I wonder if people see it...

Really, i don't know? It seems like everyone just stopped caring or they really never cared.

I'm like a hermit. My girl friend is not, ha ha ha..... My girl friend wouldn't be laughing... So you better watch yourself, she has mighty tiny fist. I love her very much, but that scares me because every time i give my true honest self to people they realize... Oh wait hes to honest...

I guess people like being lied to.

Pity thou so many people pretending rather then being.

Leaving choices up to chance.

Choices are meant to be made, thats why we have them.

This is my happy place where a normal man can really speak his mind and like an adult confront the real issues and battle his inner demons.

I'm bored, my life lacks luster, and I have no one to talk to. So to the unlucky listener that might stumble in these VOLTS of useful or useless ranting.

Stay quite and just listen, this is my journal.

Welcome

On youtube

Listening to some brand new.

Fire burning in center of room.

Syire begins to make camp.

Syire entered room.

Door opens